At a Total Loss

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thekatherinelazar@gmail.com

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More Loss, More Grief, Still Here

October 05, 2026

I’m opening up about the reality of pregnancy after loss, the cesarean scar ectopic pregnancy that led to emergency surgery, and the quieter work of figuring out how to keep living when grief keeps reopening old wounds. In this episode, I talk through what happened this summer—from the first worrying ultrasound to the devastating diagnosis, surgery, and the emotional aftermath. I share how this experience brought me back to the pain of Brody’s death, reignited old triggers, and made me confro...

Moving is weird after loss

August 06, 2026

Podcast is moving to YouTube! Don't worry, all episodes up until now will still be available on Spotify and Apple. But moving forward, our home will be on YouTube @thekatherinelazar where I'll be sharing more videos, insight, and content around life after stillbirth.  In this episode I talk about: The impact of moving on mental health and grief Balancing grief with everyday life and motherhood The importance of honesty and community in healing Practical tips for self-care and creating a ...

What I Learned From My Miscarriage After Stillbirth

July 02, 2026

There was a time when I thought surviving a stillbirth meant I had already lived through the worst thing imaginable. Then I miscarried. In this episode, I'm sharing what I learned from experiencing a miscarriage after stillbirth—and why it challenged so much of what I thought I knew about grief, hope, healing, and myself. This isn't a chronological retelling of what happened. It's an honest conversation about the lessons that came from losing another baby: why you never become "used to" loss,...

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How do I get in touch with At a Total Loss?

At a Total Loss is hosted by Katherine Lazar. Its publicly listed email is thekatherinelazar@gmail.com. For guest bookings, the host or producer is usually the best person to reach. Podseeker helps you find direct host and producer contacts and pitch from your own inbox.

What is the email for At a Total Loss?

The publicly listed email for At a Total Loss: thekatherinelazar@gmail.com.

How many listeners does At a Total Loss have?

Podseeker estimates At a Total Loss reaches 1,000 to 10,000 listeners per episode. Only the publisher has exact numbers.

Who is an ideal guest for At a Total Loss?

At a Total Loss typically books working professionals with real expertise. Typical guest background: Direct lived experience with child loss, stillbirth, miscarriage, infertility, or another profound loss; relevant credentials in medicine, grief support, mental health, or bereavement advocacy are also suitable. Common among recent guests: Published books or other first-person work about loss and healing; Professional experience in medicine, grief support, or mental health; Advocacy or community-building work supporting bereaved parents. Recent guests include Jenny Kim.

How hard is it to get booked on At a Total Loss?

Low. A guest with relevant expertise and a clear angle for its audience has a realistic chance.

What topics does At a Total Loss cover?

Recent episodes cover Health, Grief, Stillbirth, Pregnancy Loss, and Child Loss. Pitch an idea tied to one of these topics and mention a recent episode.